What you see first reveals what you're thinking about, what's bothering you or what you hide deep inside.
The explanation is under the picture.
Water is a symbol of emotions. If you first saw water flowing from the tap, it shows that you don't have a problem with expressing feelings.
Emotions, whether they are positive or negative, slowly 'leak' out of you – they don't stop and don't accumulate. At this point you have nothing to worry about.
To you opinion of other people is too important.
That is why you feel as if you're standing in front of the wall of other people's evaluations and expectations that restrain you from living your life the way you want to - freely.
It would be good to trust yourself and not care about what others think and say. You will be much happier and more relaxed.
We could say that at this point you are not satisfied with your life.
You want change for the better so much, and there's nothing wrong with that. However, be careful! While you're looking for pleasure, there is a risk to lose what you already have.
You might later regret it because you will realize too late that what you had and how you lived was just fine.